psychicpxl 2025-04-25 03:44:21

You can't blame or self hate yourself. That's only going to lead to more unhappiness. It's best to just move on and accept what happened, and try to learn from it. Don't worry, your art deserves to be seen by others

SouSTAR 2025-04-25 03:52:09

I don't know what happened, but it would surprise me if it was actually something worth being called "a sin", or calling yourself "arrogant".

I don't know what happened, but anyway arrogant people wouldn't look back at what they have done and wouldn't want to better themselves next. So you're not an "arrogant bastard".

Also, friendships comes and goes. It hurt yes, but it's no reason to beat yourself up for it.

And yes you deserve the scouting, not because you're a good guy, but because you draw well! Being a good person make you deserving of a better treatment though, so start to treat yourself better, by stopping being so hard on yourself. :)

AnonVillainy 2025-04-25 22:47:11

I'm 23 now, I actively try to be positive with people wherever I can, but I must have spent at least 21 years actively being a bitch and looking for conflict. And no matter how old I get, I will always make mistakes and do things that I regret. I'm human. And so are you. You can't go through a human lifetime without stepping on someone's toes. You've got to learn when you can, to be as charitable and forgiving towards yourself, as you are to other people. You mustn't hold yourself to a standard, you don't expect from anyone else. Or a standard that you can never reach as a human being. That isn't fair. Anyways, much love dude. And watch out for scams/bots on DA. <3